2009 has been a year of big change for me. I believe in fact that I've experienced the biggest changes in my life this year. On May 25, 2009 James & I said hello to our baby girl, the one we had dreamt of, waited and longed for. And on November 15, one month ago today we said goodbye to my beautiful Mother, my mentor, encourager, cheerleader, my constant support, my listening ear, the one who believed in me, invested in me and loved me, no matter what. It pains me to revisit that goodbye. I still can't believe she's gone. But knowing that she is no longer in pain, rather completely restored and whole brings me joy.I say goodbye for now. But I have peace in my heart because I know this goodbye is only temporary. I will see my Mama again. I do so long for that day.....




